BlacknessBlacknessIt killsa stainyou try to removeStill it lingerslike the taste in your mouthA scent that won't fadeA touch that burnsEven when you're aloneWhy are you here?When I am aloneSeeping into blacknessChilled to the bonestill as deatha breathless whisperYour touch, it killstaints mestains meWith your poison.
SicknessIt clingsLike a sicknessinfestsinfectsKills everything saneLeaving madnessin its wakeDarkensDestroysGasping for breathyou try to wakeDry, breathless screamsfrom soundless lipsWhy the fearthe horrorit's in the bloodCurdlingpoolingGrowing coldin despairand deathUntil the sun comesand you rise again
DoubtYou eyesso coldDistantI feel the chillLong for your embraceOnlyto have you stand thereLook at me coollyTurn and walk awayWhat have I doneTo make youturn from meCold and aloneWhispering"come back"Still I stand hereMy doubt clouding over meThe chill of your eyesFreezingWashing over meI am frozenI cannot moveI die a little moreleft with my doubtI am unloved.
FalseLoveIt blistersIt scaldsIt scarskillsDevastatesHealsBleedsMakes grown men weepMakes a young girl pineMakes an honest man lieMakes beggars and thievesWhy do we loveLove is destructiveLove is a dreamA fallacyUnrealMaybe we all hopefor something to be realAndthat is whywe loveOnly to dieand bleedand pine.
Into the WellDeathDarknessDeath of my soulNothingnessBlackFor the blackness I waitwhen I can no longer breatheThe stagnant air crushing metil I can no longer weepSolitary confinementIs what I desireIsolationis what I deserveDemons and poisonsPossessing my soul, my heartMy mindEdge of madnessWaiting for elationwhen I finally releaseAnd fall into the wellto feel the death of me.
CancerSilenceSolitudeSicknessIt eatsIt festersIt killsYou see my smilethough it does not reach my eyesThe eyesare always filled with painBut you do not see itI don't want you to seeMy pain is my ownMy burdenMy cancerThat eatsand festersand killsUntil I am nothing left.Empty.
poisonSicknessConfines mePoisons meProstrateOn the floorI cry outBut there is no soundOnly the despairConsuming meI must let you goI must be aloneI am empty withoutYouBut it is how it must beMy cross to bearI bear it aloneI will drink my poisonAnd hopeThat my heart may dieAnd with it my painas well as my loveSo I can let you go.