CancerSilenceSolitudeSicknessIt eatsIt festersIt killsYou see my smilethough it does not reach my eyesThe eyesare always filled with painBut you do not see itI don't want you to seeMy pain is my ownMy burdenMy cancerThat eatsand festersand killsUntil I am nothing left.Empty.
poisonSicknessConfines mePoisons meProstrateOn the floorI cry outBut there is no soundOnly the despairConsuming meI must let you goI must be aloneI am empty withoutYouBut it is how it must beMy cross to bearI bear it aloneI will drink my poisonAnd hopeThat my heart may dieAnd with it my painas well as my loveSo I can let you go.
BloodBloodI feel it poolingThicknessseepingQuickly growing coldYour skin turns blueYour breath stopsThe heart grows stilland mine shattersStill I hold youAnd wipe the blood awayDrowning in my own tearsMy heart growing coldDyingAn empty shellAs you now areI have lost youYou are gone.
RainRain, it fallsCool and darkCovers the groundWashing awayAll the fears and regretLeaving onlyNothingnessA blurred purityopen woundsBloodied scarsI am woundedyet I am healedUnder the fall of the rainShivering and weakthe rain weeps for meFor I cannot.
BlackLonlinessDesperationScreaming from the abyssPulling me into darknessWhere is the lightthat I seek to pull me throughIt is fadingLeaving only blackTo suck me inCover meEnvelop meCold and aloneFreezing in solitudeScreams of painEscape dry lipsNo one to hearOnly silenceIn the black.